5/31/05

Well crap, back at work today. I have compiled over 500 emails that is part of my internet income ebook today, into a spreadsheet. I can't believe I have gotten over 500 emails about his stuff. So now is the daunting task of reserching each website and seeing if I can find any good opportunities to make some real money on the net with little to no investment. I'm not looking for a get rich quick scheme, just something that actually generates income without spending a fortune to get started. So we will see. I'll let you all know of the progress. I have a prediction that my list will be up over 1,000 web sites researched before the ebook is out.

So the only drama in my life right now is Dwight, everything has been great. I went over to his house Monday night to eat as I said I was and we watched tv together and everything was wonderful, I helped cook the corn and he did the rest. As we were standing in the kitchen looking after the food, he asks"Did you miss me this weekend" So I say in my pouty voice"Yes" and he gives me a hug and kisses me on my forhead and says "I'm sorry, that will never happen again" AAAWWWW!!!! I love him so much!!!! So we eat and I get ready to go and help him clean the kitchen before I do. As he is washing the dishes he asks if he is allowed to come over and spend the night tonight, since he isn't going to go to work. I tell him, Of course. So I leave.

So, we are at my house and I dye my hair, the highlights are growing out and so I dye it to blend to my natural color and even everything out. It looks great by the way. He lays down and I tell him to elevate his leg and I will get him anything he needs.

Well everything is great again, and here is the drama-to me anyway. He says his roomate has applied for a job 2 hours away and will probablyt be moving out if he gets it. He has been waiting for his roomate to move out, so I can move in. He asked me at the begining of the year and I said yes. My dilema is, I keep regreating the day I told him yes. I have been terrified, and always think about it. I am scared of many things. I will write a pros and cons list later.... I'm going to need your help with this one!!!