5/10/05

Well hello,

So lets see what has been happening. Dwight and I spoke yesterday and I told him how I felt about his selfishness and being an ass on Mothers Day. The deal was this. I had planned to go to my mothers and he was planning to go motorcyle riding. I told him I would stop over for awhile before he and I left, so we could spend a little time together, since we didn't see each other on Saturday. I got up at 8:30 and laid back down around 10:30. He called shortly after I fell asleep. He said Happy Mothers Day and told me to call when I got up. So I got up and got ready and left to go to my mom's. I called as I was leaving my parking lot, to see if he was still home and if I could still see him. So he is like "don't bother, you couldn't think of me earlier, so forget it" And I'm like OMG stop being a child. And he hangs up on me (of course) So I call back and tell him not to hang up on me. And that this is MY day and he is not ruining it. And he all pissy about me not calling him and I won't be getting my gift. So I'm like, I wasn't coming over for a gift, I was coming over to see you, since you never make time for me or make an effort to see me. And at that point I had tears welting in my eyes and screamed to him that he wasn't making me cry on Mothers day and hung up on him!!!

Well I have a rule with him, that he knows how extremely worried I get when he is out riding, I know how fast he goes and he like to do tricks, so he must call me as soon as he gets home, so that I know he is still alive. Well he doesn't call Sunday night. I was planning on going over there since I didn't get to see him in the morning, but he never called.

So I call him on Monday and he answers and I'm like Oh your alive? So he is like yes, if you would have called you would have known. So we are basically arguing that he ruined my mothers day with his self rightous selfish attitude and Mothers day was my day, not a day to bend over backwards for him and think of him every second, to once think of my self and I wanted to lay back down before going to my mom's house, so what? Apparently he took that as an insult because he was planning to come over to my house and give me a gift and I had ruined it. Then I'm like, well if you would had said you wanted to come over when you called at 11:00 I would have gotten up, but you didn't. Once again, another argument that could have been prevented by proper communication.

So he calls today while I am at work and we talk about other stuff going on with his son and he tells me that he is coming over tonight to my house. And I'm like what's the occassion? Why? And he was like what do you mean? You don't want me to come? I'm like well I was going to call you to see what your plans were tonight, actually, it is just that you never come over without a reason,I can't remember the last time you actually called me out of the blue and told me you were coming over-especially in the begining of the week. So he asks if I want to some over or he come to my house. And after discussion, he decided to come over to my house. I bet this has something to do with sex. I am on my period, so he won't be to happy. But I guarantee this has to do with sex and not spending time with me. I'll let you know tomorrow.

Nothing else is going on. I still have to write about my brother giving his baby up for adoption and the Bitch at my job. But those are lenghty posts, so I think I will write them when I have lots of time.

As for current events, Jennifer and Ben are having a baby!! Well that is good. Everyone is having a baby, while I feel like I am the only one who wants to NEVER have another one. I am seriously want to get my tubes tied. I want to talk to the OBGYN and see what the recovery time is and hopefully I can get the time off of work. I am really ready to do it.

Michael Jackson- I don't care if the whole world comes to defend him. Just because some boys were not victims doesn't mean he didn't do it. He isn't going to make every boy a victim. Not all a good targets. And it also doesn't mean that they will lye. I mean these celebrities don't want to ruin their reputation. All I know is that is just not enough to convince me!!

That's all the time I have for now.